Today I saw someone who resembled you – your stature, your profile, the way you walk – and for a moment, I panicked. Despite knowing that you are indeed, 6000 miles away in my favourite city that is London, my heart still skipped a beat.
I have forgotten you – mostly. But today I remembered you because I am reminded of your existence.
And to be completely frank, I hope for the day that I will be able to forget you completely. Not because I no longer love you, but because I cannot imagine my world without you in it. The pain is too immense and immeasurable. I don’t have to forget you but the truth is, I want to.
So for tonight, I will just think of ways to stop myself from loving you.
x
